Popular Post Dinafem-Mark Posted October 16, 2020 Popular Post Share Posted October 16, 2020 I'm sorry I've been so silent but my world's been devastated. This will be my only forum post I'll be making and will be my last thread for sometime. It will also be the hardest thread I'll ever write. UK420 is my home so it felt only correct to say this hear. Let's start with the love of my life, my wife. As most of you will know, My wife "Annette" passed away on the 4th of September. The shit show started a little earlier than that in early August. My lady's dad was rushed in hospital with sepsis early August and my mother-in-law came to stay at our house until August 10th. She went back home and collapsed so she got rushed in hospital. Things looked to be ok until August 20th when my mother-in-law sadly passed away. This hit Annette in a way I've never seen. I tried counselling, talking to her and I thought it was working until . The 27th her dad has his leg off. Pretty brutal week. Then, September the 4th. We woke normally around 9am. Day was going ok until she was sick. This was nothing unusual as she had really bad migraine attacks. I checked on her. Cleaned the sick and she went lie down in the front room on the settte. My older bulldog came into my office upstairs and my younger bulldog went with Annette. Fast forward 1hour and my boy bully starts barking. I go check if someone's at the door and I see my lady a weird colour on the settte. Rang 999. Did CPR until they came. They took over then I found a shit load of empty beta blockers tablets when asked what meds she was on. 4.16pm. She's pronounced dead. My world was taken and now I'm lost. She never in 13 years showed any signs of anything like this. Yes. The year had been a bitch. With her brain issue, dad having to having his leg off and her mum passing. Plus my mental health not being the best. But, she was so strong, no way did I see this coming. I'm 41. Wasn't expecting to have my wife die at such a young age. She was 53 so 12 years older. Still super young. We had just had a grandson 5 day's earlier so she had a lot to live for. Don't make sense. Will all that came a funeral to plan. That was not easy and if I didn't have the 2 kids would have been worse. Funeral was 2 weeks ago and ashes ceremony last Friday the 9th. I'm totally drained. Now onto my weed. As Annettes death was unexpected. That meant the police. Hence my grow was found. No big deal with what had just happened. More embarrassing having 8 plants taken out in evidence bags with my family and all of Annettes family at my house. I plan for everything, Couldn't have thought of this situation. Finally, My Work. Well, that happened. As most of you will know the main office in Spain along with 57 other properties got raided by the Spanish government and the tax office. This has resulted in Dinafem, HSO and LaMota being forced to close. I don't really know to much about the fine details. Other than the charges brought forward. It looks bad if you read the papers and they are bad charges. They are only charges and not a conviction. They are fighting this but it will take time. There's a drug trafficking charge. I can't see this. Public health charge? Fuck knows what that is? Money laundering. Can't see that either. Knowing how strict they are over vat number etc. One of the owners is a lawyer. The company did $20m a year. Why would they need to launder. They had enough legally generated cash. The government have definitely taken a head shot. Hopefully the boys pull some matrix shit. This along with my life at present will take some time to sort out. I'll not be creating another thread for sometime. My head, heart and sole is broken. I may reply to this thread over time. I've known a lot of you for over 7 year's. Your not just a forum but some are very close friend's. Look after each other. Tell your loved ones you love them and when/if the time comes I'll make a return. Until that day comes. Its been the best 7 years of my life. Thank you all for a crazy journey. Love you all.. 165 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HazyDaze Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Thoughts are with you man. 10 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dodgee Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 So so sorry to read/hear all that Mark My sincerest condolences and best wishes heading your way. Fwiw (not a lot right now I know) your easily one of the most helpful, valued and loved members of our community here and I'm sure everyone here is thinking of you and sending out there best vibes/wishes for you and your family right now. Stay strong and take care of yourself man, we will all still be here when you get back Much love 27 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biokid Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Sending vibes your way Mark. Nothing I can say will bring her back but it gets easier but never goes away. Look to your family and help one another. Biokid. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mrrichiet Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Sending you lots of love. One day the pain will be replaced with happy memories, I hope that time comes soon for you. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
polo71 Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 (edited) Mark, We are so sorry for your loss there is nothing we or anyone can say that will make your loss any easier ony time. Thank you for all your help over the years. All our love to you. Edited October 16, 2020 by polo71 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
badbillybob Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 when the clouds clear, we will look forward to seeing you back here, mate. Thanks for everything, and i wish you all the best in coming to terms with this loss. 7 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
j0eperry Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 If you have nothing to stay for I highly recommend going. Take a few years out, get out and get away. Love to you Mark. I hope in time you find some of your own inner peace and belonging again. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NezA Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Literal tears in my eyes reading that Mark. I'm so very sorry. I don't have words. I know there aren't any. You are genuinely loved here mate. 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fragg Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Bless you Mark thank you for posting this it must have been rough. Try and stay strong and keep busy as much as possible, doing things you enjoy and we will all be here if and when you feel up to returning 5 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sid the sloth Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 Thoughts r with you and the family mark, they say times a great healer so take as long as u need, I'm sure everyone will be here when/if you return. ✌ 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stickyblack Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 (edited) Heartbreaking read.. I dont frequent on the boards that much, and i doubt we've even crossed posts. But i've seen, heard & know the love & support you've given to others is second to none. Just want to send you some good karma and positive energy. Even if you dont know us, our heart is here/thinking for/of you. Edited October 16, 2020 by stickyblack 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Budsby Posted October 16, 2020 Share Posted October 16, 2020 I'm new to the boards so don't know you like the others do, but don't need to know you to have my heart strings pulled by such a post. There are no words when life's so cruel. Hoping you, your kids & your father in law have a lot of love and support around you. I'm so sorry for your loss. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
McHazy Posted October 17, 2020 Share Posted October 17, 2020 You take care mate we'll still be here when ye return 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Oldbear Posted October 17, 2020 Share Posted October 17, 2020 Love and light my friend, find peace Sending love and vibes 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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